life isn't SO bad.

later that evening, the girl in the previous post known to spontaneously combust who had just earlier let me know in no uncertain terms that she hated me and never wanted to be near me again, came down beside me. i said, "i thought you were never going to be by me again". she said "oh, i changed my mind about that". i'm in total and complete fear of the teenage years. i've also realized that she is my first girl. i'm used to boys. they are a little more simple. not as prone to outbursts. not as emotional. you'd think i'd have it down, being a girl myself, but i am completely clueless.

the rest of life is busy. we have had something every weekend and now that soccer is over, it's time for basketball.

the holidays are coming and i'm kind of excited. okay, i'm excited. i like this time of year. it seems to have come faster than last year.i think having had a baby in the middle of summer made it seem like there was not much summer.

anyway, my kids really are great. they just have moments. and sunday was ONE BIG MOMENT. and i really was just venting. i would not change my life and crazily enough i would not change my kids.